Married to a Narc
This post is incredibly painful for me to write. As with all narc blogs, there is usually a lull in writing as the person heals, moves forward or whatever their history with the narc is put behind them. I'm out of the frying pan with his family and currently in the fire. I've honestly been in this so long I haven't seen it myself. From the fall of '16 to now, I clearly see I am IN a marriage with a narcissist. It sickens me, it truly does. I don't know if it is nature of nurture or both but I am struggling to make sense of the pieces in my life. What changed? I finally opened up to some friends about the reality of my own marriage and was shown quite clearly, that I am in an abusive marriage. He wasn't always like this. Not to me. The lovely person I married has changed into the person his parents made he isn't even trying anymore to fight those demons. I can go into detail on the verbal abuse I have suffered since writing this blog even started